Day 19
Plans/dreams/goals you have.
It seems like I've already answered this one? Okay, well, here goes! I'll warn you now though, you might get weird answers here because I'm feeling a little antsy and anxious and not a whole like like thinking too deeply..
My plan, dream, and goal is to make sure I'm set for retirement. I don't want my boys to feel like they have to take care of their parents when we're old because we were too dumb to plan things out for ourselves in advanced.
Another goal is to create fond childhood memories for my boys. Sometimes it's hard to remember that making memories doesn't have to cost a lot of money. I don't have to take them to all the fancy theme parks and amusement parks for them to have a happy childhood. I can see evidence of this even now when I offer chocolate milk to Ethan and he tells me he doesn't want any right now because chocolate milk is what we have when we snuggle and watch superhero shows at night together and he wants to have it then instead.
I dream of mine is that one day I might become a journal writer/keeper, and that this day will come before I'm too old to record memories and such that my kids and grandkids might enjoy reading and might learn from when they get older. Maybe I should start by getting a nice journal.. One funny thing I'd write from yesterday is when Ethan excitedly said (from the third row in my mini-'mini'-van that we never use except for to carry the stroller and groceries) that he's never ridden in the trunk before! Oh heavens! I had to correct him that he was riding in the third row, and not the trunk! Could you imagine the looks we'd have received if he'd gone and told people that he got to ride in the trunk?!
I'm sure there are others, but as I'd warned already I'm not feeling particularly 'deep' right now so you'll have to forgive me!
